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i am about to die of gluttony. Went out for lunch with SM, SC, T-da and P-da. SM is in town and this was a return-treat, a treat to wipe the slate clean of all the treats he has been giving us.

i should not have over-eaten. But i guess i am a pig – on top of being a bitch. All i need is now a pen where i can roll around in mud and squeak to my heart’s delight.

i feel like depression is in the air – i can feel it now like some people can sense approaching rain! i am in no mood to do anything. All i want to do is lie down in some corner, curl up and maybe fade away with the sunset.

Is it a scientific fact that the moon can influence on our moods? Ema says with the waxing and waning of the moon, i go mad. Maybe i was a rock on the moon in my previous birth.

i wish i were a vulture right now so i could snoop down and tear people to pieces. i think i am a psychopath with manic depression.