Finally got my laptop. Spent 3 days without it as they needed to re-encrypt the Id. With the company going public, they say it is only going to get stricter. i spent 3 days holed up in my cubicle reading red dragon..Sorta being on a paid vacation. But it was frustrating what with everyone around you slogging their you-know-what off.
Landed here on a cloudy evening. The place has not changed..maybe it is just that i have not changed. S came to pick me up at the airport. Was welcomed with kochu diye ilish mach, moong dal, begun bhaja...Now that is quite a welcome.
i am staying in a studio suite and i don't feel like cooking. So i got myself all the frozen food i could lay my hands on - frozen roti, aloo paratha, onion paratha, pancakes, fried rice, chicken nuggets, chicken tikka, chole....And now i am wondering whether i can finish everything i bought. So like me to waste. And i went to the library to get my quota of books. Don't know whether it reflects my state of mind but half of the books have to do with murder! Murder on my mind.
i don't know whether i would go out of my mind staying alone - i declined an invitation because i don't particularly feel like socialising, esp with people i barely know or want to know. i hate those empty talks and fake smiles. But i am looking forward to dinner at p-da's place next weekeend.
i am back to watching re-runs of sex and the city and my fave crime serials. i would like to do a course on criminal psychology. But i am scared of field work cause i cannot stand the sight of blood. i go wobbly when i see blood. And to think this is the same person who dived out of a plane some thousand feet up! To the contradiction that is i...amen
Saturday, July 14, 2007
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