After a long time, i figured out why i could not post..and so i am back..with a whimper...

Life has been, as usual, bitchy to me...with patches of kindness in between just so to let me want to go on..S got my candles i had sent to him and he finds them beautiful..umm..i miss making candles...i am too caught up in the mess that i have made of my life to find the inclination to want to do anything creative. But i miss the anticipation of taking the candle out of the mould and seeing my creation come alive...

i am waiting for the clock to strike 6 so i can make a respectable exit from the office...apart from making sure my code worked, i have done nothing worthwhile today..i did download some songs..and have been singing along all day...U2, cher, creed, matchbox 20, lata, bengali, manipuri songs...hah...

i can't wait to go back home and play games on the computer..at this rate, i am going to be blind pretty soon. i should re-start my braille lessons..i had managed to master the alphabet in braille a few months back..and now, i need to revise...