Thursday, October 30, 2008

All questions no answer

My life is in limbo or whatever they call the state when you feel nothing. i am numb like someone applied an ice-pack on my brain or something. i seem to be sleepwalking through life. Everything is in a haze.

What is this feeling that overtakes me every now and then? A feeling i cannot seem to describe – of being lost in a known place, of not knowing the answers to what seems the simplest of questions on existence. i am here, in flesh and blood but i do not feel alive.

What does it take to live and not just exist? What does it take to rejuvenate old wings to take to the sky again? What does it take to wipe the dust off the dreams? What does it take not to ask too many questions?