airport blues...

Just back from the airport after seeing off kaku and kakima. i make it a point never to go to the airport to see off or receive people esp. over here. This is the first time i have been there to see off someone. i don't like goodbyes and most of all, i don't like seeing other people go home when i am stuck here! But i made a concession because i like kakima. She is such a sweet soul - the kind you take a liking to at the first glance - which is a rare thing for me, i mean liking someone at first glance. i felt bad to see her go off.

The toughest thing has always been our good-bye. Every time, we swear it will be the last time we see each other off, the last time we hug and try to capture a bit of each other to last us the lonely nights. But life throws us apart each time...he in one continent, i in another..

i hate watching him leave, i hate watching him watch me leave. i loathe the trips to the airport, i loathe hugging him goodbye, i loathe hearing him whisper 'i love you' as he hugs me goodbye...because i love him so...