Friday, June 01, 2007

the moon and my moods...

Don't know why but my moods have been swinging like monkeys high on grass. The morning started on a nasty mood. i picked up a fight with him over, yes, nothing. i did say some mean things. And to his credit, the guy did not lose his cool. These days, i get irritated over nothing. i am sure it must be the full moon. Ema always did say that i am "thasi thanou houba". In the end, nothing is my fault - it is either my genetic make-up or the environment or the position of the celestial bodies!!

On the work front, i am to be the sacrificial lamb, no, make it sacrificial bitch.
Another group wanted someone to complete something in two weeks time and the higher-ups decided to loan me. So here i am, ready to jump into bed with the deadline! The lead is a French guy and i am bowled over by his accent. Now if only i can get past this deadline and die in peace.

i have to start shopping - buy the things i know i can get there - you know that (illogical)logic about stuffs being cheaper here! Cheapo - that is what i am becoming. Ok, clothes (no fun buying them from the kids' section there), shoes (hardly ever get the kind i want in my size) and god knows what else i will pick up. Maybe i will just become a homely gypsy and settle down in one place. Or maybe i will just cut all ties and run away to Africa. Or maybe i will just curl up and die. The moon - it is the moon...

Amuba leichin
mumhanlo atiya
puduna chatkharo
purnima gi thaja se