love and longing on an april night

i am chatting with him in the middle of the night (middle of the day for him). We are talking about going to Peru for a holiday-machu picchu-the lost city of the Incas. Hopefully we can make the trip this year. If we can afford it, that is.

i do miss him - though i try not to. It is no fun wallowing in pools of sad emotions so i try my best to get a life without him. It is not that i am unhappy or that joy has flown out of my life - i have my lovely sister for company and my friends in the office. But i do miss life with him - a different kind of companionship and joy. i miss the innumerous fights, well, lovers' tiffs - and the making up which makes all fights bearable. We are two very different personalities- as similar as chalk and cheese can be- and that results in lotsa sparks in the air (and elsewhere too!). i think we complete each other. i sure would not want to be with someone just like me!