Wednesday, January 30, 2008

..if only we talked...

"barriers break when people talk." So very true. For a change, i decided to stop being my bitchy self and open up to him like before. And what a change it has brought about in him. And us. It is like we both were waiting for the ice to thaw between us. Silence is like the winter cold - it freezes the relationship. Even love needs the warmth of a touch, a word to thrive.

It is his parents' anniversary today. So we went shopping for a present for them. We took the chance to sneak off for a quiet lunch together. Love is rearing its head again in my life. Wonder how long this peace will last. Wonder how long it will be before another tiff. Wonder whether i will still stay put the next time we have a fight. Why this cynicism?

Love. i swore i was over this. But this heart, this stupid heart of mine says - just one more try, just one more night in his arms.