I miss you

I miss you I miss the sound of your name on my lips I miss your smell your smile I miss the thoughts of you Most of all, i miss the man i fell in love with I know not where i am now - i trudge on from one day to the next. Nothing makes sense but i have to carry on because you see, i am so good at pretending to be strong. I might be breaking inside but my smile won’t slip. I might be drowning but you will not hear me shout for help. I might be crying but my tears, i reserve for the dark. Am i finally accepting the inevitable? Have i come to terms with the bleakness of the end? For one moment of weakness i pray. When i can let this pride slip and i can tell you just how much i miss you. But when i think of how you wanted out, i steel myself. One moment, one day at a time...