Thursday, July 05, 2007

drowning...

When it rains, it pours. We have decided to change our plans and stay here with his family. After so much planning, it is hard. But there is no two ways about it. They need us and i guess this is the least we can do. So,machu pichhu and sahara and egypt would have to wait a little bit longer for me.

It has been a tough time and i know it is going to get tougher. Well, yes, i am scared. i hate seeing the pain in his eyes. i hate the pain she is going through. i wish i could help. But, sometimes, you are impotent – all you can do is stand and stare.

And i am leaving tomorrow for two months. There are some loose ends i need to tie up there. A part of me does not want to go. But go, i must.

The city is drowning. And there is forecast for more rain. i am worried about whether my flight would be able to take off. i don't want to be stranded in the airport in the middle of the night...Sheesh..nothing seems to be working out for me...

On the work front, i am going to be promoted. More work, more responsiblity...Am i excited? Don't know. This news has been kinda neutralised by all the woes i am facing now.

Life. You make plans galore. And, when you least expect it, it trips you. And you land on your face. But then, this is life, isn’t it?