Tuesday, October 16, 2007

to hell....

i am so frustrated with life right now - i know all dark clouds will pass and all that fucking nonsense. Right now i feel like swearing my guts out - just like that - abuse this world with the choicest of galis. Get the angst off my chest.

And why am i frustrated? i have no idea...maybe i just need a peg or two of hope or hemlock - whichever.

i need to get back to work. i need to get my neurons activated. And i need to swear...

----i think it helped. Maybe i need to swear more often. i think i am sick of being good. This is not my kind of thing - i want desperately to be bad, bitchy.......there is nothing i want more right now than to be evil.