Sunday, July 29, 2007

airport blues...

Just back from the airport after seeing off kaku and kakima. i make it a point never to go to the airport to see off or receive people esp. over here. This is the first time i have been there to see off someone. i don't like goodbyes and most of all, i don't like seeing other people go home when i am stuck here! But i made a concession because i like kakima. She is such a sweet soul - the kind you take a liking to at the first glance - which is a rare thing for me, i mean liking someone at first glance. i felt bad to see her go off.

The toughest thing has always been our good-bye. Every time, we swear it will be the last time we see each other off, the last time we hug and try to capture a bit of each other to last us the lonely nights. But life throws us apart each time...he in one continent, i in another..

i hate watching him leave, i hate watching him watch me leave. i loathe the trips to the airport, i loathe hugging him goodbye, i loathe hearing him whisper 'i love you' as he hugs me goodbye...because i love him so...

2 comments:

sadsadas said...

Sometimes, we give so much importance to our career that we don't have an option other than departing our love and near ones.

"Every meeting has to be end in a departure."

gypsy said...

oh well, we have to live with the choices we have made.