Thursday, September 17, 2009

the 'lost' generation

First it was the bandh. Then the curfew. Now it is the class boycott. You begin to worry about the kids caught in the mess that is Manipur.

The other day i called up home and ema told me my little cousin was getting 'crazy' staying at home as schools were closed due to the ongoing class boycott. It seems they have even banned private tuitions. Now what is left is for them to ban kids from opening their books and studying. They might as well do that. What do they stand to gain by disrupting education?

When will this madness end? You fear to think of what will happen to the new generation that has been deprived of a normal childhood. i am reminded of the question my little niece asked me when she came to visit us. Seeing that there was no load shedding, she asked 'How come you have light every day?' Such an innocent question but it broke my heart to think that even a basic necessity of a modern world is denied to them. She used to think it was diwali everyday seeing the shops so brightly illuminated. How sad is that?

As much as a traitor i feel, i have no desire to go back. Which does not mean i do not miss it. Maybe i love and miss it so much that i do not want to go back and have the memories of the place i grew up sullied by all that is happening.

2 comments:

ukn said...

Can't agree more, It's horrible out there. When I was a kid, I use to think of so many things I would do there when I grow up. build a house, buy a car, set up a school, an orphanage, blah blah blah.. Funny thing is now I don't even want to go back there. In fact, last time I visited, it was 3 years back and I was like an oursider in my own state. Those fucking comandos caught me and make us stand there on the roadside for like 2 hours for no reasons. They and Them, I hate them all.

gypsy said...

ukn: i know...i have so many happy memories of home. And it hurts when you know it is not the same anymore, when you realise your wings do not want to flap to take you back.

An orphanage? hey, that is my dream too!! ummm...