help me, i am vanishing

Everyone keeps telling me how thin i have become...i could pass off for one of those anorexic models now if not for my height...And i have sprouted a bed of pimples on my forehead...as i look at myself in the mirror i cannot decide whether i am still beautiful.Was i ever beautiful? Always, like S would say...god, i am so shallow...i love myself...this really is a stupid post....i am out of my mind actually...i think i should stop here...