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i love Rob Thomas’ voice. It turns me on. These days, i have been listening to music a lot at work – my iPod that had remained unused for about 2 years is being over-utilized now. i love gloomy, sentimental songs.

i am excited because S handed me two books today (the ass that he is, he is torturing me by not giving me the 17 books that the other S sent to me in one go). I am looking forward to sinking my teeth into them tonight. i must have been a printing press in my previous birth to love books so. Or maybe a book shelf.

i want to read a Mills and Boon right now. Cheap thrills – i love seeking out those “interesting” portions. There was a time when my sister and i used to get dozens of them and feast on them. i love losing myself in books – it is like i am transported to another world where i watch the characters come alive.

Matchbox 20’s ‘If you’re gone’.

I think I've already lost you
I think you're already gone
I think I'm finally scared now
You think I'm weak - but I think you're wrong
I think you're already leaving
Feels like your hand is on the door
I thought this place was an empire
But now I'm relaxed - I can't be sure

I think you're so mean - I think we should try
I think I could need - this in my life
I think I'm just scared - I think too much
I know this is wrong it's a problem I'm dealing

If you're gone - maybe it's time to go home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
But I can hardly move
If you're gone - baby you need to come home
Cuz there's a little bit of something me
In everything in you

I bet you're hard to get over
I bet the room just won't shine
I bet my hands I can stay here
I bet you need - more than you mind

I think you're so mean - I think we should try
I think I could need - this in my life
I think I'm just scared - that I know too much
I can't relate and that's a problem I'm feeling