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OK , here I am. Survived the 6 o clock meeting with grace ! 

Got a new phone iPhone 5s for him as I renewed my contract. 

Got the passport photos for the elf whose passport has to be renewed. He is excited that he will have two passports like we do!

Ate at TimHoWan at Bedok Mall. We had to wait in a queue - the sitting arrangement is not so classy like din tai fung but the food is good. I liked the baked bun with pork and the dumplings which had peanuts- peanuts make me go nuts!

We are going to Chinatown to attend the inauguration of the Chinese new year celebrations. Hope it does not rain and hope we do make it on time considering that the two of them are still enjoying their evening siesta.

Changed the shorts at Uniglo to get another one which I hope I would wear instead of it ending up with all the hibernating clothes I buy but never wear. 

What else? Hmmm... Nothing

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The first post of this trial run where I will try to blog everyday..

Let's see how I fare...

Work is a bitch right now what with all the stuff I have to complete and I have a meeting at 6 in the morning tomorrow. Wtf.

He leaves on the 15th and it will be a trial by fire for me as I try to juggle everything alone. I can only hope I can cope with grace.

I am gaining weight and I feel like I will burst at the seams though no one seems to believe when I tell them. I have decided to live on smoothies for the rest of my life...ok, at least for lunch. At least I will be ingesting fruit which I don't now. That way, at the next holiday I can at least slip into a swimsuit and not feel like I am a whale in human disguise.

I need to buy new shoes. Done for today. Phew.

Back

After a week of no work and all play, I am back to reality. Bali was good and we had fun. Got sunburned from playing around. It rained for the first two days but we had fun pottering around in our ponchos!

Cannot wait for another vacation! How I wish life was one long vacation...

I am trying to be more regular and hopefully post every day. I am posting this as I stand in the bus going back home.

K related a story of his 'traumatic' experience of a female trying to seduce him in a party and it had me in fits! 

Nearly the end

One more day to this year... But then,why do we make such a big deal... It is just one day after another...

Was sick again- I think my body is giving up. Puked and had fever. Then got up today for the health screening because I left it till the last moment and if I didn't do it before 31st, I will not be able to claim the 400 $. Went to CGH because they were the only people who had any slot left.

Off to Bali tomorrow for one week. How is that for ending and starting a year! I hope I get better tomorrow....I will be damned if i let this body ruin my travel plans...

Sad

I lay listless

On a bed made of thorns.

I shed tears of bitterness

That burns and scalds my cheeks.

I curl up into myself

And squash the dreams inside me.

I reach inside and strangulate

Each of my unborn dreams.

I sit up and scream

A silent scream he will never hear.

I cut up the bonds 

That have tied me down for so long.

I climb the highest tower

And with a smile 

I slowly spread my invisible tattered 

wings

And I fly....

Away from you...