9

Went for a play with the elf- it was funny in parts but not quite upto the mark. I expected better..

We dropped into bras basah complex to search for books. I am happy the elf has turned out like me when it comes to books. He has a collection of books that puts mine to shame! And he is constantly hankering for books and books. Makes me poor heart all aglow..

Books are so expensive here that it makes me want to cry. I can never forget the ecstatic moment when I found a garage sale with nice books going for 1$! I would have brought all if not for him giving me hints that it was getting a bit too much out of hands. 

I bought three books - I am in the middle of so many books. Is this what old age does to you- make you start a book and not see through to the end? Or maybe if it does not grip me by my neurons, I find it hard to finish a book these days. Oh I am growing old...

I have not baked or visited my clay stuffs since he came back. Maybe I should start again.

I think I like my new hair style - it makes me look less frumpy. Vain bitch that I am.

8

Too tired to think of anything to wrte. Went to see a place for rent. Much to my surprise, it was nice. Now waiting to see if the landlord accepts our offer.

7

I am officially overweight. I went for my health screening review and the doctor said I can lose 1.6 kgs to have a good BMI. I told everyone who cared to listen at work and they laughed as if it was the best joke of the year.

Apart from that, despite me over eating and not moving a muscle, I seem to be in good shape. No cholesterol issue, good liver, kidney. No sugar. 

I came home, stripped down to my undies and weighed myself and the weight was more than 3 kgs less than what was in the report. Either their scale is defective or my jeans and jacket weigh too much. T-da said if I told anyone in FC they will laugh me off.

The elf and I are doing good. Fingers crossed.

T-da and I ate fruit for lunch. The kiwi was too sour so he got me some salt. I realized with salt, kiwi is tasty... I have been told to eat more fibre. And fruit. And drink more water. Not anything new that I didn't know of before.

Had my pap smear. It is not much fun I tell you. Neither is someone inserting something up your ass to check for piles. Neither is exposing yourself to a complete stranger.

 

6

He has left... Parting pangs again...I hope I can make it...,

The elf and I have made plans to watch the kidfest theatre festival. We hope to keep ourselves entertained that way..and watch the Lego movie and maybe run off to Bintan for a weekend...

I had French toast for dinner! I will start my smoothie diet from next week.

I have my doctor review tomorrow and the pap smear. 

And the house hunting drama starts again as the lease expires in March. I wish I was rich enough to buy a house and forget all about rent and lease and all that. 

I need to start the clay thingy again...and bake maybe..and write...

5

This time tomorrow we would have said our byes. As much as I hate it, I know he needs to do it. So here I am, trying to  be strong. I don't know how I will manage but manage I have to.

I will miss him. Oh how I will miss him....