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The elf and I went to a garage sale and got some books for him.

And I have been sneezing - I hate this. I felt a bit feverish in the afternoon. I cannot afford to be sick when I am all alone with the elf. Fucking body of mine. Cannot figure out why I keep getting sick, yeah, I know.. I don't take good care of it, that is why..but I bought the fruit, remember? And never ate them...

I just need to pop in a lemolate and get this fricking body up and running because I promised to take the elf on a show tomorrow. 

I need to sleep.....and hope the night does its magic on me and I will be my cheerfully grumpy self in the morning..

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The day went off well enough. But the evening saw me blowing my lid off at my mother. I love her, yes, I do but sometimes when I say something to chastise her, she goes like ' I will never say anything again. You people can do whatever you like. I have no say...'.

That makes my blood boil. I mean, why can't she just listen to the rationale behind what I am saying instead of thinking i am attacking her? I was so pissed off ...

I am a bad daughter, I guess. But sometimes, I want her to not look at the negative side and not go on harping on what anyone is saying. I want her to realize that it just does not matter.

I think I will call up and maybe just say to take care. I am also at the age when I do not want to spend a night knowing I must have hurt her.  

On a bright side, the elf likes the quinoa fried 'rice'. So we have had it for dinner two nights straight! 

One of the guys doubled over in laughter when T told him I have been told that I am overweight by the doctor. It is now the butt of Tjoke. If I eat anything he tells me I should not be eating as I am overweight.

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The elf and I have made a habit of going to the park. He scooters around in a circle while I pedal like mad on the stationary cycle.

The good thing about Singapore is that you find exercise equipments at the park. Basic equipments but still, better than nothing.

 My eating healthy phase is slowly fading! As expected. I still have avocado, grapefruit and pineapple, not to mention the green apples and bananas, hidden away in the fridge. I am so f&$&&& lazy.

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It is a beautiful life - if only we could open our eyes to it.

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Who would have ever thought I would start eating healthy or at least try? The elf and I went to the supermarket and bought fruits and quinoa seeds..a miracle...

I bought all the fruits and stuff for the smoothie but I am actually getting lazy - trust me to do exactly that. But I had quinoa for lunch and a green apple so nothing is in vain, I suppose. And I even drank two glasses of water after I got up. Gulp! I feel like I am straying off the nice bad path I do love trotting along.

Maybe I will get around to the smoothie...maybe I will end up wearing a bikini the next time we go on a holiday --as if!! 

Now to undo all the good work, I am off to eat canned mackerel curry with Hawaizar ametpa...what more could a girl ask?